On a Sunny Evening
On a beautifull Autumn

I saw her face from a distance....
I Missed myself to her there

Her bundle of lies with some truth inbetween
I stood hearing those infront of her with a smile

The moment when she talks to me is the sweetest in my life
I ve seen the force of gravity in her
I ve seen....

On a Sunny Evening
On a beautifull Autumn

I saw her face from a distance....
I Missed myself to her there

she has changed my style entirely in these 4 days i ve been with her
she gave me practice in eating rodaside food

Is she a shying breeze
Is she the lightening of my life

I ve changed my self to suit u dear

On a Sunny Evening
On a beautifull Autumn

I saw her face from a distance....
I Missed myself to her there

I spend my daytime in admiring her talking beauty
I spend my night time in admiring her sleeping beauty

U r the dew drops on my face when i come out in mist
Seeing ur smile i am totally lost

I saw her face from a distance....
I Missed myself to her there

On a Sunny Evening
On a beautifull Autumn

I saw her face from a distance....
I Missed myself to her there

My Autograph II

I joined a software company.. was undergoing initial training.. had my final compre exam...I just finished my compre practical.. Main exam was on monday.. It was then i met her.. One of my friend had come to Bangalore for industrail visit.. but he couldnt find any company.. he called up me.. My company allowed visitors during weekend. max of 5 allowed.. so gathered all my trng batch mates and took his whole class inside my company for an unofficiall I.V.. She was in my group.. a Mallu basically and i had to talk with her in english which i hate as i am not comfortable with it..

They were about to leave for mysore and it was then she asked me to join their trip to mysore.. Compre or a cute mallu girl..(hinky pinky ponky....) I chose 2 option as i may not get this chance again.. had a un forgettable time in mysore.. when they left mysore we exchanged mobile number and mail ids.. There was one problem in this relation.. She alreay had a boyfriend and she had told me this in mysore..
     Y not give a try afterall life should be challenging.. and i like to face challenges (Titanic,RHTDM etc...)

Started with SMS.. overnight calls.. went well and it was getting serious day by day.. though her boy friend doesnt like all this she continued to talk with me .... used to go to coimbatore sometimes and move out with her for lunch.... she even got me shirt , it is still with me.. I was not clear if it was only friendship or just flirting or something more...Fate played its part finally.. " JANNY NEVER ALLOWED TO HAVE LONG RELATION WITH ANY GIRL..." for some reason it got cut and though we both tried to re establish nothing could be done and mean while changed my mobile No(Actually moved to diff n/w for a better scheme)so thats all a final full stop came..

Now it is time to discuss something serious... All girls so far didnt actually matter when i moved away from them.. But i have started feeling even before something started.. Miss. X she is also in my company.. It was few months ago i saw her first.. very first moment she looked like ' Hei.. I am the one whom u were waiting for this long da...' . Same height , contrast in color to mine.. different part of the country .. (Dont know Y.. suddenly got interested in girls out of my State )Still i could feel something that connected me to her.. I have talked to lot of girls.. Yes Talking with Some girl and My girl is really different..

    Words doesnt come fluenlty .. Often end up with saying something other than what i really thought...I think of telling her what i feel but i ve always denied my feelings just because i fear that her rejection would be too hard to handle...

One Day she asked for my hand.. wondered for what it was... then i realized it was my birh day...My heart flittered for a while on seeing her smile... I gave my hand.
Had experienced softness of a petal and coolness of ice.. but first i felt there is something even more than that. yaa it was her hand..

She is all that i need in my life when she comes in blue chuddi which i like a lot , but she doesnt wear it often.. (Hope she comes in it after this :))
Things started changing that either me or she may move away from each other.. my nights are going sleep less thinking of what i should do now..( This making me to come late to office )
To Miss X..
If u also feel the same way dont just keep on hiding .. just let it Open..
Finnally...
    I dont say i can leave evrything for u .. i dont say i cannot live without u.. I dont say i ll do what ever u want...
All that i say is I Like U, not only beacuse of what u r, but for to what i am when i am with you

My Autograph I

    Few yet to begin their list
    Few have small list with just one entry.. after which they are commited so no more to add to it..
    Few have big list with a new entry getting added evry now and then..

    I have ever growing list which gets updated when i move up in life .. I am still hoping once day it ends .. Who is the girl who can put and end to this.. Where are you?????????? ( Actually i have found the girl who can put a full stop to this list ...... )

I was in my Ninth..
It was her name that attracted her to me.. a Raaga name with some prefixes and suffixes... Life was only studies during that time.. so there was nothing for me to do to make out the difference with her..
Then came the full stop . got a new year greeting from her last part of it said..
From your sisterly friend..
What shall i do.. i already have a sister who is my friend and i dont want any more sisterly friend... before i could tell her school got over and i moved to a different school for my higher secondary..

For the very first time i came to know that there is girl around my age in my family.. she was in chennai .. actually she was 2 year elder to me ( who cares about that :)) Initially do to my shy nature found difficult to talk with her.. once i got the rhythm BOOOOOOOOOOM... It was she who taught me how to talk to girls.. spoke a lot lot than any one could think..
Slowly my mind started to change.. it kept on asking Is she the girl.. I too started to feel for a girl.. Man this is something no one could explain.. we used to go to ice cream shops thrice in a week.. I save money just to buy her favourite ones.. She is one big Vijay fan.. I still remember i ve presented her with all his latest audio casettes.. Mmmmmm yaaru kannu pattuthoo end came to it.. i went to chennai after a long time.. she called me to her college Introduced me to their friends..
I was talking to one of her friend.. he suddenly asked to me in person Are you both upto something.. I was too young and had less courage to admit someone that i am in Love.. I said no.. his face brightened...

Life was going smoothly .. I moved to college.. Got to know about internet and learnt how to create a mail id and send mails.. went to chennai during that semester hols.. She asked me to create a mail id for her.. we went to browsing.. I asked her to enter the user name.. and she eneterd 'SaaruMini' (Her name was Padmini and the guy's name was Saarathy) and my mind was fast enough to find this immd... I couldnt sit there any more.. That was the first time i felt something is moving away from me and i didnt want it to go... I coudnt sit there anymore.. we came out and we were walking towards her home..
I asked.. ' Dont lie.. (pause) do u love saarathy'..
She was surprised... 'Yes dont tell this to anyone'...

Slowly made up my mind... Falling in love was easy and coming out of it was tough..but finally made it.. Heared recently that she got married to a londan guy .. Engirundhaalum Valzha...

We moved to Railway Colony when i was in my 3 rd year of engineering..
There she was...Kiruthika.. she was in next street.. There was one adv - dis adv with her.. She was my sisters class mate.. So she comes to my home often and i got chance to interact with her at the same time if i start my own way she will defn tell my sister and it would reach my mom and i ll be thrown out of my house..
so had fear in mind always...
I was in hostel for my engineering.. whenever i go home .. in the morning I would take my tooth brush and go to her street call my friend and bursh from 7:15 to 7:45 as she leaves to college by that time.. This was our daily routine .. This continued for 2 years.. We didnt have much conversation .. One day got the courage to tell her what i feel.. no one was there in my home.. Called her and said i need to speak to her.. She came .. Started like this.. I like (note: Not Love) u a lot y dont we take it a step further if we both like it we shall carry else freeya vituralam..
She gave me one big lecture which i ll never forget in my life and it will come as a seperate post...

This time coming out of it was easy and i had experience....

More girls in next post.....

Me Myself and My PM

Note : Unlike my previous posts this is not true story.. All characters in this are fictious and any resemblence to real world characters is just a coincidence and not intensional...

        Not Long Long ago, Not So Long ago .... it happened only in the near past and still happening Dunno if this may carry on or not....

       After being in Project Bench - A new Term which means u ll be in project , even be billed but dont do any So called work..

       I moved in to a competency development team on a PLM Package... Competency here refers not to excelling your skills but learning that package from ABCD....Stop Stop.. only till ABCD and not a letter after that...
Then we say to others that have so many functional, techincal competent Blah Blah Blah... people with us.... What an easy way to say fool Clients...

Myself who still do not a know a clear cut definition for PLM has competency in two PLM pacakges.....( According to people above me )..

Thats is more than enough we ll staright away move in to the story!!!!!!

       Initial days went well Hmm those were the days.. If some one says the name Janakan.. Ohh he is a hard working guy does not waste even a second blah blah blah....

       My first Damage came during my diwali holidays... Happily going to my home town on a long vacation... i was some 100 kms away from my Work place.. travelling in a BUS
Mobile ringed.. Office number.... seemed to be one of my competencey building mate
( when there is project mate , team mate , bench mate there can be competencey building mate also )..
Call went like this.. Janakan u r asked by our PM to be in hyderabad 2 days after diwali.. and that place is some 36 hr journey from my place... which means i need to start the next day after diwali and diwali was only 3 days to go.. so my long vacation was brought to a short vacation...

        Next day went to Railway station to check for tickets.. no vancancy in the class SE's are allowed to travel.. only available was first AC so decided to let my PM know my situation.
called him..
Myself : Hi only first AC is avaiable...
PM : It is ok .. no probs see to that u r attending the session which
starts at 8:15.. ( no matter u come by CART or Caravan)
Myslef : Thanks Boss...

Back in Bangalore after 2 weeks of trng in hyderabad...
Time to file the reimbursements...
       It has to be initially approved by my PM... My ticket cost to hyderabad was a huge amount coming some where aroung 2800 INR...

My First Image Damage..
He calls me .. "Janakan u have filed for the entire trip from ur home town to hyderabad.. This is not fare.. how come your company pay for that ...."

( In Mind ) who the hell should pay for it, Me.. What is he thinking...

Myself..In a polite voice.. This is a situation and i have clearly informed u ..

PM slightly in rough voice.. No Janakan i cant recommend for this i shall add a comment saying that u can reimburse for the amount only from ur base location ie bangalore ro hyderabad... u should have come to bangalore and then left for hyderabad.. ( In mind )..
       What is he thinking Am i running Indian Railways to get tickets to whichever place and at whatever time He wants...

This time slightly changing my tone ( My first time ever to a person above me )
"If that is the case i would not have come to hyderabad on the day u wanted.. It was you who wanted me to be there sharp at 8:15 AM Monday.."
Converastion getting slighlty worse..

PM .. ( Like a typical PM ) ok we ll this offline may be afternoon then we shall decide.. and i wa OK with it...

The day passed no call from him....

Next Day ... Happyily opening my mailbox to check mails.. There was a automated mail from the system saying that my reimbursement request was approved and when i opened it had all these Blah blah comments ..

What can some one expect me to do with such a PM... I decided to reopen the request with my side of comments ... submitted it..

Next Day.. same automated mail from system.. opened the request.. oh my god.. he had approved the request by deleting my comments and leaving out his..
Scrap the system I would say.. It allows my PM to delete my comments and not myself to delete his comments..
Things seemed to get childish.. so tried out a diff method and got my money back
How i got back my money is a different story altogether..

My Second Damage
It was my appraisal Feed Back. Since i was new to him all my task were evaluated by my previous PM and had given their comments.. He had nothing to do with that.. Thank God..
It was a 1 - 1 meeting.. I would call it as a Complaint meeting rather than appraisal meeting..
PM : .. I had few things that u should take in mind...
Myself : .. nodding head
PM :       Situation is we are expecting some projects in near future.. till that time we need to carry out this competency building.. dont think that we may have to be like this for long and demotivate others... I am not saying that u did it but dont get into such a situation...
      .. U can be free but not like taking 30 min for coffee and go here and there.. Dont think that i am particularly pointing you.. people have this tendency to do all this...
     .. whatever we are doing should focus on functional concepts.. leave out that technical funda aside.. ( He had seen me doing some coding ... situation had changed now that he had asked me to do the coding . Now I beleive God is there )
      .. Dont think that u r PM is some fool who do not know the difference between textpad , command screen and the package screen.. ( My place was on the way to do door.. so whenever he crosse me his eye were on my monitor )

In My Mind... Your are not a fool but u look like a hitler who had taken rebirth to to torture me in your concentration camp...

Myself .. (In Mind ).. Ok Boss is the list over or still more....

PM : One more thing is your Groom.. all this beard take it off.. and no sandals..
( What else can i have for myself )

At last comes the punch line which made me speech less..
PM : Dont take this all negative.. You r like my younger brother that s y i telling u all this with care..

What else can i say after this to my big bhaiyya...

My third Damage
One of my friend had send me link for viewing SS music online.. so used to watch it sometimes.. and my bad time is that whenever i watch SS music my PM watches me.. ( 7 : 30 (Sani bhagvan) is aroung my neck ) So he comes asked my cubicle mate..
"hei .. Does Janakan come and work late nights or during week ends.."
He was surprised and said "No .. Y do u aks this ..."
PM 's Reply .. " When ever i see him he is doing some thing other than work.. so wanted to know when he really works :) ( If he really does something called work )"....

What else good name can a SE can get from a PM....

I used to think .. Dai.. UR name is badly damaged da.. do something to reconstruct ur reputation... but after this i have no hope that i would get it back..

So Let it go ... and happily watch SS Music.....

Kannaki's Cousin Sister - Episode 2

Recap: Our Heroin Arthy is from Madurai. First Hero Shekar is currenlty commited to our heroin. Second hero Ranjith had just given his entry. To know what happened in Episode 1 read This

It is high time to introduce a comedian in our story....and here comes potti then only person who have proposed to 28 girls and got the same reply from all the 28.. to know the reply check out point 5 under This ..

Today it is his 29 attempt.. he saw her only 2 days before..Waiting for her in Anna Nagar BusStop. There she comes...Ohh Can you guess who is that.. who else that could be man.. it is our one and only Arthy.. and here goes the conversation between them..

Potti : Yei Nillu unkitta oru nimisham pesanum..
Arthy : ( Giving a strange look ) stares at him...
Potti : Naan unna love panren nee enna love pannanum sareeya.. (she still gives the stare ) Sari vaa Padathuku povom.. ( Now you know the reason for the standard 28 replies he got so far..)
Arthy : Poda Loosu.. ( and walks fast to her home )...
Potti : ( manasukulla karpanai valarathu .. Manmathane nee alagan thaan manmanathne nee rasigan thaan.. La la la)
Oru Comedianuku ithu konjam overthaan .. paravaillai...
This is a compliment for the important role that he will play in one of the later episodes... so lets us keep him aside for a while so that he stays in his dream world for some time....

Back to Sekhar again....
Things are getting bit serious.. As the conversation between them moves one step above flirting.. At one point arthy says ( Y i used this term and not some romantic words ...you ll easily find it later in coming episodes ) that she loves him.. and will die without him ( Same old love convesation ..) Sekhar has no other time pass right now so decides to say ok ..
Love birds starts flying within madurai...
As sekhar was busy with this kind of work he couldnt meet ranjith for a long time.... Tic - Tic - Tic time slowly passes.. He starts thinking if she is seriously loving him or not..

Let him think for a while... yaosikarathuku kaasu kodukanuma yenna?...

What Happ to our second Hero Ranjith ..
Is he totally out of Focus... Nope.. he was trying to bring her into his focus... At this point u should know about ranjith..
He is ultimate when it comes to flirting and anyone can just get with him if they speak from him for 5 - 10 min...
He started off with forwardding sms.. thanks to Aircel Again.. Free Unlimited Local SMS... got few replies.. Then slowly moved to SMS chatting..
One day he decides to call her.. Thats is first and last he called her... Enna manthiram pannunano.. athuku appuram avakitta irunthu thinamum calls vara arambichidhu..
and now it his mobile call counters turnn.. his received call counters starts gearing up...
Now a hatts up.. to aarthy from my side.. She was managing both Sekhkar and Ranjith parallely... doing some kind of proper time sharing so that both the process does not wait for the resource...

Sekhars Home.. time 10:00 PM..
Decides to speak with her so sends a sms to her asking her to call him back as this was their usual pracitce..
1.2.3.4.5......... 180 seconds... no reply.. so decides to give a missed call..
Whoosh.. CALL WAITING...
he has been getting this call waiting with her since last week..
( Aapu kannaa Aapu.. Aapu kannuku theriyathu )

What does he do next.... Wait for the Episode 3..

Kannaki's Cousin Sister - Episode 1


Disclamier:
All Characters in this movie are not fictious. This is not meant to offend all girls because i still have in mind good opinion about few girls....

Story
ScreenPlay
Direction
Janakan

Scene 1:

Oru Maalai ilaveyil Neram, Alagana ilayai uthir Kalam....satru tholaiville
Deserted Vaigai River with Buffalos still soaked in the stagnated waters..
local cricketers starting their evenings play.. and washerman taking his dried clothes....

In distance lies the Magnificient Meenakshi Amman temple still expecting someday it would be listed in World Wonders...

Scene 2:
Location : Anna Nagar,Madurai
A nicely architected house with every inch speaking about the richness of the owner. It had a big terrace and two bedrooms in the first floor. It was in one of this bedroom that our story starts....

Arthy, a typical madurai girl being the only daughter of a rich business man is our heroin. Obviously the above mentioned bedroom has to be hers...Like most of her classmates she too wanted to speak with guys.. but the girl thing didnt come to her naturally. she felt alone stranded inside some dense jungle when all her friend were 'kadaimaye kannaga irunthanga'.

Then came the turning point 1 (reason for calling this TP 1 later). She started her Post Grduation in a Non Co-ed Instituation. Very first Day her father gifted her a mobile with AIRCEL - postpaid Connection "Makes it Simple always". That was the only blunder his father could ever done, It had laid the path for this post here.

Our First Hero Enters the Scene. Sekhar a local Madurai guy who was a friend of arthy's friend ended up with her. Call counters Dailed calls in Arthy's mobile and received calls in Sekhar's mobile started increasing.. Ya Aircel Makes it simpler always....

Sample Conversation between Aarthy and Sekhar
Aarthy : Hi da..
Sekhar : Hi de...
Some useless Conversation...
Sekhar : Have you spoken with any guys before...
Aarthy : No da you r the first guy ever i ve spoken..
Some useless Conversation...
Aarthy : Nee ennada ella ponnunga koodayum pesuveeya
Sekhar : Illa de Nee thaan naan first pesura ponnu
( Note: He is a jaga dala pradhapan in girls matter )

Days keep moving... and time has come for our second hero entry...

Sekhar has a friend Ranjith whom he meets once in a week..
Ranjith gets her mobile number from him .....

Location : Ranjith's House.. Night 10:00 PM..
He sends a 'Hi' sms to her.. waits for some time... no reply decides to give a missed call. Bhoosh!!!! Call Waiting...
Wondering with whom she is talking calls Sekhar for asking about this. Bhoosh!!!!
Call Waiting.. (Thinks in mind) AAhaa.. Mapla Linela Irukaan da..
so decides to go to sleep..

Location : Ranjith's House.. Morning 6:00 AM..
Take his mobile to see time .. Finds three sms and 6 missed calls..All from our heroin... All SMS read 'Hi May i know u' .. Sees the sent time.. 2:30 AM..
( Thinks in mind ) Patchi sikkirichi..

-- To be Continued

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